My mother told me I was her little sunshine.
Why did I not see any light in my life?
My mother told me I was beautiful inside.
Why did I feel so ugly and dirty?
My mother told me I was a good kid.
How could I tell her? Why was I so bad?
Why did they not tell me?
Tell somebody.
I wish I had.
Fragile
I was born as a whole person.
I was broken as a child.
As an adult I try to repair.
I must start over from the bottom stair.
I try to climb higher day after day, but someone keeps breaking the stairs in
my way.
Two Faces
I see two faces looking at me.
One face is of love, concern and happiness.
The other face is not nice to me.
Why must there be two faces looking at me?
I am in love withe one, but not the other.
Where do I go from here?
Someone please stop the madness
In the dark
In the light
In the day
In the night
I am a nightmare's favorite site.
Why is it so?
Why does it have to be?
Leave me alone.
Get out of my sight.
When will my world stop shaking?
Why is the end the only end that I see?
I have such a long ways to go before I can be free.
Scat- get back, please just let me be.
A long way home.
Lay down and hide, take comfort.
When it comes leave it all behind the door.
Come in and close the door, don't let it sneak in.
Fire and Ice
Cold like an icecube
Hot with desire
Feelings put aside
Burning sensations
Chilly inside
Feeling the heat
No one to keep warm by my side
Wanting to burn, commit suicide
Wanting to burn, commit suicide
What am I to do
How am I supposed to be
Crazy, just crazy
Too crazy for me
Live free and love
Why is that too much to ask
Hurting people is not an easy task
Who dies miserable?
In a bed with big white sheets
Queit , relaxation, no stress for me
I need the rest, can't stand all the pain
Thoughts running wild scattering my brain
Very fast I travel
Someday I will follow
Follow my loved ones to a place with out sorrow
If I take this route on my own, please just help me
I need someone to help me!!!!