I'm 31 years old my name is Norma Gene. I am schizophrenic. I went 2 n a half years before I got help I thought my uncle in the government n my dad had bugged me lol. I suffered a lot because of schizophrenia I talked to myself I burned stuffed animals in the yard to prove a point I did things I just wouldn't normally do that I'm ashamed of. I made a good mistake of telling my doc about hearing voices n thinking i was bugged. She asked me to get checked out by a doctor at her hospital where I'd been going for primary care. I said no. She had the court to order me in. I went in there n came out in a week to be taken by police car to another hospital where I stayed 2 n a half weeks or 3. I came out under the care of a doctor on meds for depression n mild psychotic episodes. I was diagnosed as schizophrenic when my doctor whose care I was under after coming out left and was replaced by a good doctor. I like this doctor now. I slept all day n all night for a year n a quarter with depression also.Schizophrenia was really destroying my self esteem but once diagnosed n treated now I enjoy when the voices come back sort of cause I know they aren't real cause the meds made them go away. During the time I was having my untreated episode I thought the government was trying to kill me because I was talking to people telling them that the new world order was coming n I could prove it by these things in my head that they bugged me with lol. The voices told me they were going to kill me n they were friends of mine n I was raped along about that time n they said it was them. So I was really terrified when they said they do it again. I went through this almost 3 years or so. Well I gotta go just thought id tell you my experiences feel free to share it with others having problems

Norma Gene

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