When I was in hospital I wasn't treated very well because the medicine made me sleep in the mornings and the staff did not like me sleeping in the mornings. The patients were extremely violent towards me and they were harassing me to give them cigarettes. It was very difficult for me to make the hospital doctors understand how I was feeling. I did not have enough money to buy shampoo to wash my hair but I was told not to use the shampoo just because I didn't buy some chips for one of the staff nurse. I wish not to go back to hospital again. I am always remembering my medication and wish to get better as the days go by. There is a saying that hospital doctors should listen and understand patients rather than going against patients' wishes.

I am on strong medication and I find it very difficult to concentrate. For example, if I wanted to read some books I would find it difficult. I want to complain about doctors but some don't want to understand patients. Some patients who have mental illness do not like injections and prefer oral medication. We are humans and we should have just the same rights to protest against the decisions made by the doctors. But, some of the patients in hospitals are extremely high tempered and very violent. Anyone can get easily frightened when someone is violent. I personally think that it would be a good idea if there were security guards on each word of the hospitals so it would be a better place for non-violent patients. Food in the hospital did not fill me and I used to get hungry at night. I was not very satisfied speaking to hospital doctors and nurses were very greedy for money and they don't even have the knowledge to decide how intelligent a patient might be speaking to a doctor. I would like to complain about doctors who were extremely big tempered when speaking to patients and they think that they have the right over patients in making decisions. Sometimes I find it very difficult to understand doctors in the hospital and some day will find some good speaker to speak to them for me, such as a barrister to make a complaint in writing to the head of the hospital. I only wish doctors were friendly with patients rather than speaking in a hot tempered manner. I hope the reader is interested and wish the reader enjoyed my written words and that my words will be properly judged.

One day in my life when I wasn't well I found it hard to sleep at night. I kept awake in the mornings for a few days with sleep in both eyes then suddenly when I was going next to the photograph of my brother and his wife and his baby I looked into their eyes and for a few minutes I was thinking they were spending their holiday in Bangladesh. Suddenly their eyes in the photograph were blinking towards me then I started to hear their real voices in both my ears and I was listening to what they were talking about and I was surprised and amazed at my experience that I was reading their thoughts when they were millions and millions of miles away on a holiday, then I was thinking that I would be able to do an exam and that I would be able to read the examiners mind in the exam. Then I was kicked out of my father's flat. I used to sleep in the dustbin rooms next to my father's flat then suddenly some one came from the hospital and took me away from my father and took me to a mental hospital in London and I was there for more than six months.

Now I am on strong medication and when I think about these experiences of amazing mind readings I find it hard to sleep nights and it keeps me awake in the mornings with sleep in my eyes. I believe there is a God and that when I die my soul will fly to heaven and my sins will be forgiven by the powerful almighty God. I hope my words will be judged properly.

Anon