I read your letter on the 1st. person. I would like to let you know that I'm going thru the same thing. My parents have been the
cause of a lot of anger in my life. My father died 10 years ago and now my mother lives with me and shes blind and disabled
and I have to do everything for her. Its hard when you have to do it cause theres no one else and you feel this anger towards
your mother. I'm 37 years old and have 3 beautiful kids. I have been married 3 times with no luck. I was diagnosed bi-polar
disorder 2 years ago, and been hospitalized 7 times, 3 of them for attempting suicide. I have had electroshocks and I'm
currently under many medications (Wellbutrin, Depakote, Seroquel, and others). I'm have a lot of fear to leave the house, I
have stop Working after I sacrificed myself going to school to become a CPA. I feel I have lost everything in my life except my
kids which love me very much and understand my illness. Know my oldest son which is 19 years old is showing signs of
Depression.
I understand how you feel, and I want you to know you are not alone. The only thing that keeps me going is my kids and God.
Prayers have played a big role in getting better. I live one day at a time and I ask the lord to give me strength to get thru the
day.
God bless you Jerry. Just hang in there that I believe that God has something good waiting for us.
sincerely,
Ilia K. Ferrand